i want to be you on a couch.
if i write you an email and try to say this and don't mess up i will still not be you on a couch.
at night when i am you i think i say the same things some people say when they are feeling.
i want to be really proud of being able to not feel and be talkative and have a good conversation.
i want this to be an 'honest' conversation.
if we are doing this i will try to feel that we are 'on the verge of something.'
it will be okay to be at the market or on our bicycles or something when this happens.
if we are in another country or near another person and i don't want to feel anything, we will still be 'on the verge of something.'
and it will be okay not to have feelings about it until later when we are both surprised that we are 'feeling the same way.'
but i will not be sure if you are feeling the same way that i am feeling or if you are feeling another way.
we will both say that we are not sure at all what has happened.
we will not have feelings about it but instead say 'good' and 'content' and think about sleeping.
