let's just be out of a blanket and walking around and not feeling anything and then awake and not feeling anything.
and if we are asleep then let's pretend to be awake and see if pretending will 'work out' in that sort of situation.
or if there is some time when i am out of the blanket and you are not, then i'll be sure to come back and say 'i was in the kitchen' or something and touch you a little.
we will go to bed and feel each other and touch a little too much accidentally and be able to stop touching by thinking about getting out of bed where it is light.
we will keep our eyes open and even if we do not talk it will be a little bit easier to think about out of bed.
